Smile it'll be better soon

Let me first say sorry to you sky. I Haven't been talking and I feel really bad. I can't understand what the hell my head is trying to do. 

I want to talk about Sky first. He is almost always on my mind. I can't stop thinking about him. I would do close to anything for him. My current personal goal is to raise money. To do what? you might ask. To fly/bus to (insert state where Sky is here) and just be with him for as long as I can. I don't know how long it will take but I am determined to do it. 

okay that's all I can think of. 
It's not really really as bad as I thought it would be. pft